I FEEL LIKE I'M HAVING A NERVOUS BREAK DOWN HELP!?

wow, what a loser. he should be ashamed of himself. sometimes you just have to put the baby safely in thier crib and let them cry. you just have to walk away and sometimes just have a break down. then just try to breathe and relax. i'm really sorry that you have to have a jerk for your baby's father. that is so sad. just hang in there and try to be strong. i know it's hard.